oficialy out of the bubble

here i sit in Atlanta....enjoying the cubs and bears which were both on tv here...i don't know what it means to grow up. i still want to learn and experience more but i feel i need to be more committed to something. work seems like the only choice and i just have to stay interested and want to put in the work to be great. i have been good at alot of things in my life without trying and i even was very good in a few an ability but i never put it all in cause i wasn't committed. i need to try harder...but the work needs to pick up. ...on to the deal cause the flow is gone.....i have a Sunday only policy with 10 get out of jail free cards till the bears clinch a playoff spot....do this so you know you have control of your life....and so you can preform!!!!!!!!! football is a game played by real people that do things at a crazy speed...remember that.....and madden....to play with the bears you have to play as the bears.....